Thanks, but NO THANKS

ATTENTION PLEASE: That douchebag? That fuck boy from back east? Yeah, that one - HE'S MY FUCKING FIANCÉ!! The only man who EVER considered me WORTHY & VALUABLE enough to him to get down on ONE knee and ask me to spend the rest of my life with him. The ONLY man who OPENLY cares... Continue Reading →

That 6 Week Mark

Just So DONE. 6 weeks in. Achieved blue level. My motivation to keep trying is maintaining earned privileges, but today those were basically taken from me. Van isn't full. No need to drive everyday, Which means no freedom in the evenings to go on my own outings. So WTF is the point of blue level??... Continue Reading →

Self Harm Inventory

Thoughts Surrounding Self Harm... I just want to die. I fucking hate myself. Just leave me alone. Let me be. I'm done. Nothing / no one is going to help. This (whatever you want me to do) isn't going to help. Be miserable. Just do it.  You'll feel better. Make yourself miserable. You know you... Continue Reading →

Lake.

Because I can't come up with anything I'd like to share better today :)

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