Another Good Day

I want another good day. Full of laughs, smiles, and prayers. Full of hope for the future.... and for the now. Full of LOVE for Christ, Salvation, Resurrection, REDEMPTION... For living fully with Christ in this life. Don't judge any other denomination for their "weird rituals" For they are doing the best with what they've... Continue Reading →

That’s all I knew

I am not a fool I know what this is Even if I believe it I’m not ready to say it out loud. I spent how long freeing myself from indoctrination. Believing that all others were wrong— Going to hell wrong, I refuse to believe that; I refuse to push my faith on anyone dead... Continue Reading →

That 20 Mile Drive into Town

Every Sunday (well, every Sunday that I go), on the way home from church, I have the same thoughts. I am so happy at church.  I enjoy listening to the sermons and to talking with my friends and other church-goers after.  I feel free, welcome, genuinely myself. And then I leave. Now that I live... Continue Reading →

I Am A Liar

  Quick thoughts for the day. I try not to lie.  I try Very Hard.  But my therapist brought the question of what constitutes a lie to my awareness today. For instance, if I am listening to someone speak and though they are rather droll and boring I pretend to act interested and make a... Continue Reading →

Alonenessness

Do you ever just want to be alone? Just left completely to yourself? I am...well, I was going to say struggling, but I am not sure it is actually a struggle...maybe grappling is the word.  I am grappling with the irritation of not being left alone.  I think over the last year of my life... Continue Reading →

My Little Home

Today  I am thankful for my home..... August 23, 2015: Longing for something to do, to get out of the house and enjoy the cool breeze on my face and warm sunshine on my back I ventured through the unkempt recesses of wilderness contained in my little 2 acre patch of land my family and... Continue Reading →

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