And it was the PayDay

Lunch is interesting these days with my break falling around the same time as my good friend's. Interesting because she has just started to earnestly try to lose weight so our conversations are mostly made up of food talk, calorie counts, how to eat less, and other such frivolities as is connected with diet culture.... Continue Reading →

All the Silly Shit

Sitting here at the table, (well, more like my sorry ass is planted here because I am too weak to get up and move at the moment....) Anyway, like I said, sitting here at the table, listening to my kitchen attempting to be cleaned.  IE.  My girls are trying to clean it and it is... Continue Reading →

Moving

I want to begin by apologizing for being so obscure of late.  This year has been an exceptionally hard one for me mentally and I've let all of my pursuits disappear down the drain.  It feels thus anyway. If it isn't Bipolar reining over me it's anxiety and if it isn't one of those it's... Continue Reading →

Repercussions of a Manic Episode

I am currently dealing with the repercussions of an extremely manic episode.  I have fallen into depression, into temptation, the devil's trap; said many things I don't mean--or don't want to  mean, placed myself in harm's way.  Stress overload, anxiety at every turn and yet I run for the thrill of it.  I am  afraid... Continue Reading →

Red Lips Are A Dead Giveaway

  The other day I replaced my Facebook profile picture with one where I was wearing red lipstick.  Oh the lovely comments and likes I received!  It really was nice to hear affirmations about the things I sometimes doubt. However, I have noticed when I am feeling blue or down in the dumps one of... Continue Reading →

I Am A Liar

  Quick thoughts for the day. I try not to lie.  I try Very Hard.  But my therapist brought the question of what constitutes a lie to my awareness today. For instance, if I am listening to someone speak and though they are rather droll and boring I pretend to act interested and make a... Continue Reading →

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