There is Safety in Hiding

Decay @Kelsi M. Ozbun So it's been almost a year, again. I've been hiding, and living, but mostly hiding. Today I am hiding. The phone rings, three times now, I think, and I just look at it wondering what the other end of the line could possibly want with me. I am hiding at the... Continue Reading →

Another Good Day

I want another good day. Full of laughs, smiles, and prayers. Full of hope for the future.... and for the now. Full of LOVE for Christ, Salvation, Resurrection, REDEMPTION... For living fully with Christ in this life. Don't judge any other denomination for their "weird rituals" For they are doing the best with what they've... Continue Reading →

That’s all I knew

I am not a fool I know what this is Even if I believe it I’m not ready to say it out loud. I spent how long freeing myself from indoctrination. Believing that all others were wrong— Going to hell wrong, I refuse to believe that; I refuse to push my faith on anyone dead... Continue Reading →

fuck

Talked to the case manager today Sounds like PHP is not going to be an option as I was assessed as needing residential. Now looking into some place south (?) of St. Louis MO And getting no where fast. They asked if I am still losing weight. I was 117 when she assessed me two... Continue Reading →

Well, Apparently, Me

**TWIGGER WARNING** (FOR THE FAINT OF HEART)   I am FUCKING Miserable. I just ate 10 chicken nuggets and 5 fries after 2 apples (Which ED intended to be my supper) and I literally want to cry. But I can't. So I sit here with my brain swirling and fighting and conglomerating with all of... Continue Reading →

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