Heart rate low this evening,
around 64bpm despite being anxious af.
Blood pressure this am was 87/69, pulse was 103 just from getting out of bed and walking to the bathroom.
Wanted it to be less when I went tomorrow, but it’s no use now.
So I will wear light weight clothing.
Case manager called today.
Sounds like she is going to look into treatment for me, possibly at EDCare again.
Went to the minister’s house with A this afternoon.
Feel like I was super vulnerable and word vomited a lot.
But they sounded supportive and want to have a special prayer for me and for the hubs as well.
My husband seems supportive,
Which is WEIRD.
I just feel so odd about this sudden idea.
My therapist thinks it’s a good idea,
My sister does, too.
AND M AND S AND the doctor I saw last friday, who brought it up in the first place.
Told me my kidney function dropped from 112 to 86 in a week and a half.
When it gets to 60 they worry.
So basically give me another week and a half at the rate I’m going.