Forced myself to eat an apple turnover for breakfast.
Then forced myself to eat 100% of my Wendy’s for lunch.
Weight is within 1 lb pre-treatment
So WAY TO WASTE $7,000 OUT OF POCKET KELSI.
It’s not even fucking paid for and you’ve fucked it all.
Anyone need to waste a fuckton of money?
Here’s the secret:
Have an eating disorder.
Got to treatment.
And in my brain, it doesn’t matter.
They could tube me and I’d just lose the weight when they took it out.
Not that that is likely to ever happen.
Because I’ll NOT go back to treatment unless I’m forced to.