Lost the Week, Where did It Go?


It’s Thursday and I didn’t even know it!  SERIOUSLY! I couldn’t remember if it was Tuesday or Wednesday.  I thought it might be Wednesday, but THURSDAY!?!?!?!?  Where has the week gone! I can’t even remember what I did on Monday.  Or Tuesday.   What did I do on Tuesday?!  Yesterday I went to sewing in the afternoon, and to a friend’s for a little bit after that, but I thought it was Tuesday for some reason.

I think my Mania is getting worse.  The Dr. told me to double my meds and I did.  I took a double dose PLUS a muscle-relaxer and a bunch of Ibuprofen and I still could not go to sleep.  At 1am last night my eyes were still peeled to the back of my head and there was a horrendous wind outside making everything vibrate and sway and the sound was deafening to my ears.  I kept praying that it would either stop or I would go to sleep and I finally did, but not til probably 2am.

I hate taking meds to make me sleep because I wake up in a fog and grog, but I don’t know what else to do.  Guess I won’t take anything extra tonight because what is the point?! It didn’t help last night.  Maybe I’ll give the good ole Mary Jane a try.  When I was young and stupid and did a lot of drugs that was one thing that put me to sleep.

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired, but I’m not.  Do I sound crazy?  WELL FORGET IT BECAUSE IM NOT.

Well Maybe….

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