I HATE ANXIETY. PERIOD.
I hate the feeling it brings.
I hate how it incapacitates me more than drugs ever did.
I hate how I can’t control it.
I hate the “doe-in-headlights” look I get every time; it’s a dead give away.
I hate how I’m past the point of being able to hide it.
I REALLY hate the fact that it stems from fear.
I think, “Fear; such stupid fears I have!!”
When did it get this bad?
When did I lose control?
This is sooooo STUPID. I hate how stupid it is.
It never used to be like this.
When did it change?
When did I change??